I am of part Russian heritage. My great-grandparents were first generation Americans, and I knew them well. They came to America before the Communist revolution in 1917 so the Russia that I visited in 1989 was most likely worlds apart. They were from Southern Russia, near Turkey and would have never seen Moscow in thier lifetimes if they had remained there. Instead, they raised their family in Bakersfield, CA.
When I had the opportunity to visit the Soviet Union, it was too late for my great-grandparents to be excited for me. I felt like I was going to view a piece of my heritage that would soon be lost forever in The Great Melting Pot of America.
Knowing very little about the culture itself, I signed up for the trip that included Moscow [Paris and London too]. What I knew about the former communist capital was minimal, but I felt a connection that I don't think any of the other members of the group felt.
Arriving in Moscow, via Brussels, I leaned over to look out the window. I was suprised to see a vast forest of conifers. The hue of green is ingrained in my memory as one I've never seen before. I had expected to touch down in Siberia, I guess.
The airport was chaos.
Moscow is a big city, and I was from a small semi-rural town. I was unable to grasp the granduer of Moscow outside of each site as it was presented to me. That's just how it was, too, presented. We had a very tight itinerary, and while part of that was the nature of the trip, I also got the feeling that we only got to see what 'they' wanted us to see.
The military presence was everywhere, soldiers marched around town, and patroled in vehicles like police. The police themselves, we witnessed, were on the take.
Outside of our hotel, in the park, black market traders scattered when a police officer walked up. They seemed to just disappear into the bushes. The cop stood around for a while, then a man appeared from the foliage. They talked for a while, made a small hand-held exchange, and parted. The cop went on his way and the traders gathered around a statue. I ventured down with the others to try my hand at the barter system that we all take for granted.
I felt like I was dealing with third-world natives and not oppressed capitalists. They spoke perfect English, and the guy I was dealing with and I both parted thinking we had duped the other.
My prizes were a CCCP watch and a one-sided USSR flag. The watch, back at home, was worth $100. I still have it.
Stalinist sculptures were all over the city. The commies weren't down on art and culture they just made it so that it catered to them. The metro stations are like museums with the walls covered in mosaics. The art of the city was more than I expected, they were really trying to do what was right for thier country.